Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Exciting Things in the Future

No one tells me where to go
No one tells me what to do today
Cuz I don't know where I begin
don't know where I'm gonna end today
and I feel just like a child thinking everything is mine
at the drop of a dime
and I"m walking around this town
I'm lookin' up I'm lookin' down
I'm singing, singing out

I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
thinking everything is alright
The moment that I wait or I hesitate is a moment that I waste
I can see it all it passing me by
I can see it all passing me by

The streets, the bars, the restaurants
The foreign town, the ambiance they gave
A day, a week, a month it seems I'm always running out of steam and then
Oh, I feel just like a child, running around and getting wild
Unaware of the time
Cuz it's here and the it's not and I recall what I forgot

I'm singin'
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
thinking everything is alright
The moment that I wait or I hesitate is a moment that I waste
I can see it all it passing me by
I can see it all passing me by

and they say good things come it's worth it
but I feel just like a child, I feel just like a child
singin' singin' out
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait
thinking everything is alright
The moment that I wait or I hesitate is a moment that I waste
I can see it all it passing me and I DON'T WANNA WAIT
I DON'T WANNA WAIT
I DON'T WANNA WAIT
thinking everything is alright
The moment that I wait or I hesitate is a moment that I waste
I can see it all it passing me by
I can see it all passing me.....


Rosi Golan- I Don't Wanna Wait

(i couldn't find a youtube video of this song.... go check out her myspace though!! she's great!)

Basically, this song describes how I have been feeling lately....
I feel just like a little kid. I am tired of waiting for my life to start... I need to live right now. I need to live in the moment and be happy with where I am. I know this is a hard part of my life (maybe one of the most difficult I will ever face..) but I just need to get through it. Just do it and get it done. I know I should enjoy it more... but it is so hard that most days, I just go through the motions to get things done.

I am so excited for the future that right now just feels boring. HAHA!!! I get to go to Africa in May!!! The next May, I graduate nursing school and get to move out of West Virginia to a brand new state and be a nurse!!!!!!!! Those are both AMAZING things. I am so excited!!!! BUT it's not that time yet... so just enjoy today I suppose and look forward to those things. :-)

Any advice? lol

2 comments:

Lauren said...

I always try to rush through things too. It's too hard to wait. People always say that the journey is the destination, but the destination is soo hard to wait for! :)

anna joy said...

wow so exciting!!! i havent been to your blog in a while, ive been so busy- but i looove the look of it- it is so cute :) how have you been katy?? are you on facebook?!?! we should go to the next level of internet friendshipdom and be facebook friends! :D