You can have all this world.... just give me Jesus

The past few days I am realizing to let the petty things go.... just to let drama be drama and try to avoid it. Ya see, I hate conflict, but since my childhood it has seemed to always be around me. Especially with the female species. I have never had very good luck with girl friends at all. I have very few friends that I still talk to from my childhood because for some reason... I've just never gotten along well with girls. I guess I just can't relate well to them. Don't get me wrong, I am a girl sometimes and I do like drama once in awhile for some crazy reason!?! But, I really just can't stand the conflict that comes with being a girl. The constant bickering and getting upset at the smallest things. Like this....

(side note: this show is my guilty pleasure....i know it's so petty and stupid.. but I just love it! If I was friends with these girls though I would go crazy!)
I am one of those girls that gets their feelings hurt easily by other people and let people sort of walk all over me or use me. I am on Team Lauren because I am so in her shoes... LOL! Girls are so stupid!!! LOL! I hate that... but I guess in a way it's a good thing maybe? I don't know.

So anyways.... now that I am done venting....

The past few days have been kind of crazy. I am so tired! I think I died a little bit last night in my sleep because I didn't hear ANYTHING. My roommate didn't even wake me up when she came in! Crazy!
Today I got to view some surgeries in clinicals. Actually, I just saw 4 colonoscopies and a lymph node biopsy... but it was still kind of cool. I was really excited to be in the O.R.! It was cool! I sort of felt like I was on Grey's Anatomy! HEHE!!! But not at all really.... because the hospital I was at is SOOO small!
After seeing so many intestines... I have decided that I want to eat healthier (even though for dinner I had chinese lo mein, and an ice cream sundae?!?!) I really want to do a cleansing diet this summer. Just eat fresh fruits and veggies and nuts, legumes, brown rice, etc. Get rid of all the nasty things I put in my body. Like pop, chocolate, chips, so many fats and carbs... Of course, this is nearly impossible for me to do while I'm here at school... but I want to try at least when I am at home this summer...

Well.. I'm off to do a night of studying for ATI testing and other homework...

Any of you other girls feel like sometimes your life is just constant drama with other girls?!